cuz i havent had time for here recently. school treats me so harshly. high school's like a nightmare and cant be avoided. anyway i'd survived by now, something like a miracle u know. so many friends are going abroad, leaving and going to high schools like heaven. no more complicated maths to figure out and no more reciting to do. thinking about it, it's so unfair. why we people have to stuck here 3 years, reciting confusing words, doing exercise to wait to get to a college but some can live a 4-class-a-day life? ……
it's a long time since the last time i wrote in 'birdlanguage'.
i know it's school time and i'm supposed to stay at school. but the fact is that i've got a really really bad cold. deep down it is nothing but i just asked for leave. i dont know since when i always wanna recoil. runaway from anything like tests, homework, school work, troubles. lenka says 'trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe oh oh'. but it seems to me that it's more like a foe. i dont reckon everything in jincai is trouble but, i just cant adjust my feeling. even now i'm confused, when i came to a pla ……
